"At first I thought I would walk. In the park. But it was so cold. And I cannot stop thinking about the words Rev. Stewart said: what a leader he was; a great man, a great friend. Rev. Stewart said he would be sorely missed. And they lowered the box down into the ground and we put down flowers. I didn’t know where to go because the park was so cold. May I ask you a question? Yours. Did you love him?